am i talking too much?

(zipped my lips for a while, testing if i can help my self from talking...)
and about a minute have passed....wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
can't make it, can't do it. even if i don't talk, my mind keeps on talking, dunno if this is the right term or should i say thinking. whatever...
i feel that if i don't talk, i will hyperventilate and eventually die (am exaggerating a bit)
on the lighter side of it, i believe that my talking helped me to get where I am right now in my life. there are advantages but we can't get a way with the fact that there are also disadvantages that comes with it. at least, i always try to be tactful. even if i am sometimes irritating because I am talkative. i just remembered, when i was in elementary, my classmates, even my relatives, teased me of getting an award as the "most talkative". if everyone was getting awards like "most punctual" "most religious" "most helpful" --- then mine would be different. hehehe
anyways, i can always learn to master self discipline. in the meantime, i am enjoying the benefits of my being talkative.