i am in awe how God can make HIS creation the most beautiful of all. human as we are, i agree that we are the most beautiful, almost perfect creation of God.
Indeed we are the most beautiful. but when i looked at children being helpless and hopeless of their illness, i stopped and think, "how come these things happen when God wanted HIS creation to be perfect? How can HE allow little angels to suffer as if the world has been torn apart on them?" i pity them so much. and i don't understand. i am confuse and until i will get a valid reason and an acceptable one, i will continue being confuse.
i am not blaming God or anything to that effect. i believe i am just one soul wanting my questions to be answered. i know i have a lot of things to learn in this world. i know that there are some of us who have stopped asking themselves questions because they have found the answers to it already.
i thank God for all the blessings that i have in my life. but what about those children who don't even have the chance to enjoy a normal life because of their sickness?
when i gave birth to my baby, all i wished was just for her to be normal, and i remember writing in one of my blog entry that i got what i have wished for. in fact, more of it. she wasn't just normal, she had grown to be a sweet little girl, appreciative of the things around her, which i am very much thankful for.
on one thought, i wish and hope that all kids are given the chance to have such kind of life, and abilities that one can appreciate.
-sigh-
i think all i am trying to get into is that i pray my niece, my sister's baby, who is now admitted in the hospital and was diagnosed to have pneumonia and down syndrome, will be able to surpass this stage in her life and live a normal one in the future.
and i am hoping as well that i will be able to find answers to my questions in time.
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