LiFe, LovE, FriEnDsHip and EveRytHing...

-Clip Bleeding-

2009-04-05T00:36:00.000-07:00

so she sings it like that..."Clip Bleeding, clip clip bleeding in love!" hahaha. at least naa tuno akong anak mo kanta. at almost 3 years old, she can already sing her favorite songs, and yeah, one of it is "Keep Bleeding" (Clip Bleeding)...

and she sounds so cute when she sings this. another of her favorite is "Alone" (by celine dion) oh diba, naay giliwatan...training lng cguro gmay kay murag baho man iyang tuno! hehehe...

love you bb shane!

-Hiding Inside Myself-

2009-03-07T08:47:00.000-08:00

i was awake early morning today to catch up with some of my evaluations. Had to superduper be fast in order for me to finish before sunset and go to the office to dispo and upload it. But as I go through with my evaluations, I was struck with a sudden feeling of loneliness. I don't know if this is because of the pills am taking but there is a little pain in my heart for some reason. i don't know why. I listened to some music and bumped into the song "Hiding Inside Myself". Then I remembered someone sung this song to me beautifully. -sigh-
It was sung to me with sincerity and honesty, that I thought, the person really meant it. Or just a thought, am not sure.
Well, so much for this. Got to get back on track and avoid interruptions. Got to work!

Bills, Bills, Bills...

2009-02-15T22:14:00.000-08:00

last saturday, valentine, i never get the chance to check our telephone and internet connection because we were so bussssssssy preparing for a somehow valentine family activity with Kenn's family in Villa Teresita. When Sunday came, my sister had to go to our house for an important matter and had to tell me that when she was calling me since Saturday, our phone was out of service. I wasn't aware. I then lifted the phone and checked it, and so i found out. NO DIAL TONE ang show sa telephone, thus NO INTERNET pd. kafaet...giputol among connection without giving us warning...grrrrrrrr...
when we paid our bill last February 2nd, we were not given a billing statement and we were told by the customer service to just pay 2k since our bill hasn't been adjusted yet. But it already reflected that we have to pay around 4k, because of our transfer payment and all the churvalu...
hay, it ended na we have to pay the remaining balance of 2k so the phone and internet can be reconnected, otherwise, if it's permanently disconnected then we will have to pay for the reconnection fee...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i was fuming with anger jud...ug sa pwerte jud nakong yawyaw...dah, manager lagi ang nag compute sa among bill ug dihadiha gi adjust among payment and it was reconnected not less than 2 hours after we paid the amount required. waaaaaaaaaaaaa...ang ending?
shortness.com sa budget...etsep!
anyway, so much for that...
am just sharing my experience with pldt my dsl!

A Second Life

2009-01-16T15:36:00.000-08:00

it was past 12 midnight...

i was supposed to go to work...and then everything became blurry...i was hurting...
everybody seemed to be panicking..."Doc, 50/40!" one person shouted... I know I was conscious. Or maybe I am fighting to be so.

I tried to open my eyes, the lights from where I was seemed to be so bright that I can't almost see. Somebody was tapping me, "Ma'am ayaw ug katulog ma'am" tapping me harder. Someone was punching my diaphragm, "Ma'am??!" and I just tried to respond and opened my eyes...

December 3, 2008, I was fighting life over death...a fight I almost did not win...

"Day, ako c Doctora Roa ha..." a girl in an operating suit was talking to me. I know I was rushed to the hospital because I was hurting...that was the last thing I can fully remember. When I finally was able to have the courage to open my eyes and insisted to look around and see what was happening, I was in shock. There were a lot of nurses, assisting both of the Doctors who were checking on me. "Vitals?" somebody shouted, I couldn't see who she was. "Stable!" someone answered back.

I closed my eyes...I then remembered, I was in the Emergency room, hurting like hell. I saw Kenn's face, he was worried, the kind of face I have never seen in our entire lives together. "basin diay dili Doc..." I heard him being in denial upon hearing the doctor's diagnosis. "Ipa ultrasound lng sa nato Doc.." he insisted...and I can't seem to hear the rest of the conversations. I was hurting...so much that I couldn't bear it anymore.

"Tay, ngano daw dugay?" I asked him, trying to clarify why I wasn't still given any medication. He was just holding my hands. His were as cold as mine. I then know something serious was happening to me...I closed my eyes, and for a brief moment, I called Jesus' name...and I passed out...I don't know for how long...

"Day! Day! mata Day!, ayaw ug katulog Day, kadiyot nlng ni!" a pretty girl was instructing me not to close my eyes and feel asleep. She was also punching me in the diaphragm, harder than she could. All I could do everytime she punched me was open my eyes, but I couldn't say anything, even if it was painful. "Ako lng e capture imong ultrasound, then adto nata sa OR!"

"Ready na inyong kwarta Dong?" somebody asked Kenn, and all I could see on his face was fear and anger, all at the same time. He was pale. He was in panicked. He kept on going here and there and talking to someone in the cellphone. He was worried, worst, he didn't seem to know what to do. I pittied him. I couldn't help him. I was lying in bed, helpless as well.

"Ready na?!" the girl who introduced herself as Doctora Roa asked everyone in the Operating Room. "Yes Doc!" Almost everyone answered...

Somebody put something in my mouth and nose, "Day Oxygen lng na!" and I couldn't breathe...and I passed out again...

When I woke up, I couldn't speak. I couldn't almost see. Everything was blurry. I am dead...or I thought so...I then realized that I was just in the recovery room , that was around 7 in the morning. The next thing I know, I won the fight I had with DEATH. I was given a SECOND LIFE.

A lot of realizations happen with that incident. Our lives changed to something we didn't expect. I have discovered true friends in the event of being in a 50/50 stage. I have known heroes who would choose to help others than thinking of themselves first.

I THANK them from the bottom of my heart. (and you know who you are guys)

But most of all, I thank GOD for giving the chance to be with the ones I love again.

blogging

2009-01-16T15:00:00.000-08:00

it's been a loooooooong while that i haven't blogged about anything. In fact, i quote one of my colleague telling me, "Shar, wla na lagi kay blog blog?" and I just can't find the right excuse in my mind. Well, primarily because we just had our internet connection back. We transferred to another house. Yes, you heard it. We transferred again, and hopefully, we won't have to transfer again someday soon. But if you come to think of it, 3 months have passed since I last blogged, I don't think I have given enough excuse to justify myself...

Yes, a lot of things happened in my life for the past months that I have not shared with you guys...but bottom line, am glad am still here...

Keep you posted...hopefully

of ReStDaYs and WeeKeNds

2008-10-11T14:45:00.000-07:00

i just had a good night sleep...
i didn't almost realize that kenn already left for work last night and we (shane and I) were left with the TV playing Barney and Dora.
i woke up and realized that it was 1am and the TV was still on, while Shane was already asleep. Probably she woke me up like she usually does, to ask me to turn off the TV but I believe and am pretty sure that because I was so tired, i was not able to wake up. She might have figured it out after several times of waking me up and just put her self to sleep.
well, when i woke up at around 1am, i turned off the TV, kissed Shane on the forehead, and placed her in a comfortable position in bed...
then, i went back to sleep.
it was a nice feeling thinking that you can go to sleep as much as you want without thinking of anything to do.
it's mind resting...and it's re energizing me! :-)

thank God of ReSt Days & WeeKeNds

LoSiNg GrIp

2008-10-10T15:48:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i was here...i miss this...sigh
was i too busy or was i just lazy to write anything? well, i think both...

i think i am loosing my grip on everything...and i meant everything...
i feel that i need time for my self and reorient things...you might be thinking that am in another "critical" situation again, but hey, not really.

there are just times in our lives that we wanted to break free...from anything. i don't want to imply that i am tired of the kind of life that i have but sometimes, i feel that everything has become a routine for me. and i don't want to loose such enthusiasm and energy that i have.

i feel like am choking at times, or maybe because i am taking everything seriously...one friend even told me, "loosen up gurl, you seemed just too tight these days!" and i just nodded and smiled. maybe because i know that it's true but i am just denying it.

i thought about it several times and i am afraid that i'll end up being laughed or misjudged that i am just good at the start. i don't want that. i want to have the same kind of stance until the end, but sometimes, you can't get away with the fact that you laid back and just want to sit there doing nothing.

i am struggling...yeah, you heard it. i am struggling to keep the same kind of attitude at work. the attitude that had earned me more compliments from co-workers, more trust from higher management and more praises for a job well done.

sigh

but on the other side, i thought that if i won't to give my self a break, i'll end up shattering my self, and the person that i have become.

(more coffee please...lol!)

FiNaLLy

2008-10-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

Finally, we have our own QA room!
Since i3 was officially opened and the other department that used to occupy our room transferred there, we finally got our own QA room.
it's inspiring...char!

well, it's really nice to have something you can call your own...now, we can say that we have privacy...that we can at least do things we are prohibited to do when we joined the agents in the production floor...gud luck sa violators list!
now that we have our own room...mas grabe na ang krimen...hahahhahaaha....

hurray to the new QA room! the long wait is over...

asking...seeking...knocking...

2008-09-27T04:05:00.000-07:00

i am in awe how God can make HIS creation the most beautiful of all. human as we are, i agree that we are the most beautiful, almost perfect creation of God.

Indeed we are the most beautiful. but when i looked at children being helpless and hopeless of their illness, i stopped and think, "how come these things happen when God wanted HIS creation to be perfect? How can HE allow little angels to suffer as if the world has been torn apart on them?" i pity them so much. and i don't understand. i am confuse and until i will get a valid reason and an acceptable one, i will continue being confuse.

i am not blaming God or anything to that effect. i believe i am just one soul wanting my questions to be answered. i know i have a lot of things to learn in this world. i know that there are some of us who have stopped asking themselves questions because they have found the answers to it already.

i thank God for all the blessings that i have in my life. but what about those children who don't even have the chance to enjoy a normal life because of their sickness?

when i gave birth to my baby, all i wished was just for her to be normal, and i remember writing in one of my blog entry that i got what i have wished for. in fact, more of it. she wasn't just normal, she had grown to be a sweet little girl, appreciative of the things around her, which i am very much thankful for.

on one thought, i wish and hope that all kids are given the chance to have such kind of life, and abilities that one can appreciate.

-sigh-

i think all i am trying to get into is that i pray my niece, my sister's baby, who is now admitted in the hospital and was diagnosed to have pneumonia and down syndrome, will be able to surpass this stage in her life and live a normal one in the future.

and i am hoping as well that i will be able to find answers to my questions in time.

- UNAPPRECIATED -

2008-09-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

How cruel is the world
Even if you have given your all,
Still, you are not worth it

How pitiless are the people around
Even if you almost died for it,
Still, you are nothing

Worthless YOU, they say
People don’t seem to care anyway
You do your part and yet it’s not enough

You still end up being unappreciated.

-flu mania-

2008-09-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

unfortunately, everyone in our family is kind-a sick right now. my baby still has cough, kenn sneezes and coughs all the time, and am awfully sick.

i hate it when i am sick...i hate it when my plans are disrupted because am not feeling well. i hate it when i can't seem to do what am i supposed to because i have illness. huhuuuhuh

but on the lighter side, am glad that my baby is getting well, although not that much yet. she was prescribed an antibiotic when we went to prime care and had her checked. the doctor said she is just fine, she just had to take the medicine prescribed in order to be well ASAP.

my hubby still feels a bit sick but he just can take it. i know him. he will complain if he can no longer handle the hassles he feels. although, he is just doing water therapy and taking neozep irregularly, he is feeling a bit better than the previous days.

while me, this just started and i know this will stay in a while. but i have taken medicine and am not gonna be beaten with this...am not gonna be a poor victim of flu mania...

although i know i already am...

-am all out of love-

2008-09-12T16:14:00.000-07:00

what do you do when love suddenly fails? when love suddenly fades? when love suddenly dies and fall out of no reason?
"please love me or i'll be gone...i'll be gone"
i remember the song from air supply. would i beg to be loved just to stay in love?
they say love is a commitment. but what would you do if such commitment will take away the real you? if such commitment will shatter everything you have hoped and dreamed for?
"please love me or i'll be gone...i'll be gone"

tHe ReaL EssEncE oF A WoMaN

2008-09-11T15:45:00.000-07:00

this is like miss universe question and answer portion but what really is the real essence of a woman?
i just had this in my mind when i read my friend's blog entry (karlamae) where she shared about the happiness of being a mother. i thought to my self that being a mother myself, i can say that this is what completes a woman - the real essence of a woman.
on the other hand, i thought that there are more to that. there are more to being a woman, to being a mother, to being a wife, to being single and happy.
so what do you think? add it here...

- uNtiTLed -

2008-09-11T15:38:00.000-07:00

i look at my blog entries from the past months and i was amazed how updated i was before. in fact, i have had lots of OT at work during those times and yet, i have found a way to always update my site and share whatever was on my mind to the rest of the world. i know that i don't have the kind of energy i used to have and i wanted it back - badly. not just for updating my blog site and doing some blog entries but i wanted to be as aggressive and as energetic as i was before. i believe that this would be for my own good. if i will be used to being too lax, then i will get use to doing little things and when the time comes that i would need to do more as work and necessity dictates, then i will have a big problem...would you agree? i bet you would.

tHe cHiLd in MeH

2008-09-11T15:21:00.000-07:00

i am now 25 years old and i still get amazed and excited with mascots and childish stuff... when jollibee came to the office for an account's theme party, i was so happy when i saw him. he was so cute and i wanted to take pictures with him right away. but he was just roaming near the account's area that sponsored his stay in the office and when he came near our stations, i didn't waste any time and i grabbed him and laughed when he made some funny gestures. i then signaled my colleague (edcel - who was celebrating his bertday dat day just in time for jabe to be around) to take pictures and in no time, i was posing and grinning with jollibee. it was a stress reliever! i found time to breath from doing evaluations and revealed the child in me.

i know that everyone of us has a child in themselves. we just have to wait for the right and perfect time to show this to the world, not thinking of being ashamed or embarrassed. and i guess i had shown mine already...lol

this was really a funny experience...go go go jabe!

- aM miSSing You -

2008-09-06T16:53:00.000-07:00

i don't know what am feeling right now. i just felt so alone and lonely. (whatever that means) i know i am such a blessed person to have all the people around me and the things that i have, but part of me is missing YoU...:-(
i miss the times when we were little children, when we play till we get tired and talk till morning...
when we don't care about the time as long as we weretogether...
i miss the times when we comforted each other...when we're sad and heart broken
i miss the times when we ate together, watched TV shows and argued which channel to turn to
i miss the times when we dipped into the water together and never thought of drowning
i miss the times when we hugged - hugged tight until we realized that we don't want to let go of each other...

i am missing YOU...

when your family hurts you...it's twice the PAIN

2008-09-03T17:13:00.000-07:00

they are the last persons you would expect to hurt you. In fact, they are the first ones you would expect to open their arms and comfort you when you are in trouble or going through difficult situations.
i just realize that sometimes, you become fed up of understanding and always giving in-- you would eventually give up and just leave things as they are. it's so sad to think that those people whom you are expecting to understand are the very people to turn their backs on you and push you to the limit. am hurt...i know it will just pass by and eventually, i will again give in...but with what happened, i don't think i will be the same again...:-(

KeEpiNg My SaNiTy

2008-08-29T21:31:00.000-07:00

for the past few days, i have been struggling with stress and problems. although i tried not to let this show on my face each and everyday, it's hard to pretend that everything is okay. i have been in this situation before, and it's difficult to just smile, laugh with friends and enjoy the day when my mind is on something else. -sigh-
you might be thinking that this is some kind of a heart problem or anything to do with family. NO. In fact, i am very much thankful to have a husband that is so understanding and supportive of me. who is always ready to give way for my tantrums. lol
this is something within me. stress from keeping my sanity!
am not saying that i am insane or to that effect, lol. not literally. i am just going through things that sometimes, most of us consider difficult to handle.
so how am i keeping my sanity?
go figure. -sigh-

tHaNkS to D NeW MoDem

2008-08-23T02:54:00.000-07:00

when we had our internet connection, we did not have that much of a wonderful experience. our internet was not connected right away, it was down for how many days after a couple of days it was connected, and then finally, after 48 years (am just exaggerating) of complaining to our provider's customer service, our modem was replaced.
From then on, i noticed that our internet connection was no longer intermittent (buyag lang!). Our connection is already good. Thanks to the New modem they provided us.
On the other hand, i haven't gotten any credit from the days I lost my internet (crap!). It's still not reflected on my bill. grrrrrrrrrrrrr... and when i called customer service (again), the rep told me that my credit was already approved. (yehey). I was so happy. at last, i can get even. but she said that it will be reflected on the next bill yet, and what was worst was that, the credit that was approved was only (brace your self!) P33.00! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ni hatag pa cla ug credit!

it's been a while

2008-08-23T02:47:00.000-07:00

i have noticed that come this August, i was not writing as much as i was last month. i dunno if this is because i am busy with work and work, or if it is that i have lost the interest in writing and updating my blog site. anyway, from the last time i composed a topic to be posted here on my site, many things have happened. although none was that impacting, it still became part of my life.
On the lighter side, i could say that the OT free weekend gave me so much time to be with my family and to be with my self. am still enjoying what i am doing right now. i have a choice.
see yah next blog and am hoping to keep you posted as much as i can.
:-)

long weekend

2008-08-15T16:27:00.000-07:00

it's another long weekend...yet i have to work...OT...OT...OT... and this is why they call me the OT Queen. anyway, i am not complaining, because aside from getting our site (Cebu site) to hit its goal, am also earning extra! (just enough to pay all my dues...hehehe)
anyway, i just thought of escaping from work and go somewhere else. but i doubt if that can be done as of this time. again, i have to set my priorities, and when you have responsibilities, you can't just leave them. -sigh-
am just hoping to have an ordinary weekend, spent with my extraordinary family. hehehe...

onion skin

2008-08-09T00:34:00.001-07:00

i hate it when i cry because of feeling tensed and stressed. i hate it when i look so "iyakin" in the eyes of the many when in fact i know that this is my way of releasing the stress and finding the strength to face whatever i have to face. what do you think of this? all i know is that it's bad to start crying just to compose yourself but it's how i find the most comforting zone and after it am fine. -sigh-

jUst a BaD DaY

2008-08-07T22:55:00.001-07:00

i had to go to work early yesterday because of a meeting i needed to attend. i used to come to work at around 11pm but yesterday, i had to cut my sleep short and had to ask my hubby to put my baby to sleep in order to attend the meeting. it's not that i am complaining, it's just that when you're used to doing things, it's somehow hard (can't find the best adjective) to overcome change. on the lighter side, that was just for our site's own good. (bawi lagi dayon). when i arrived at the office, i found out that i am the only one that can attend the meeting. my colleagues unfortunately can't attend for some important reasons. (so this was where the bad day started? dunno). but i wasn't bothered. it wasn't a big deal anyway. so after the meeting, i then rushed to the 12th floor to mingle with the rest of my colleagues. when i started doing evaluations, i found out that the tool we were using for evaluating TL's was down since Tuesday so my plan of doing TL evals was change. I then shifted to doing agent evals instead. At the middle of doing my 4th evaluation, i suddenly felt hurt on my left eye. my sight became blurry and i had to close my eyes to regain my vision. i was a bit scared. i had the same experience when i was still an agent but i remembered i didn't take any medicine. but last night was different. it was really hurting so i had to inform my supervisor to go to the clinic, and so i did. in fact one of my colleagues accompanied me. (thanks dudley!) the doctor said it's no big deal. i still have 20/20 vision, but it was really hurting. so i rested my eyes for a while. (wana signos na!) at around 2am, can't remember the exact time, my supervisor called all of us to go to her station to be instructed on how to pull up a framework for our TL Review. (they found a way on how to do a work around). So all of us gathered in her station and listened to her. (this was where the scariest thing happened that day, to those who were there, you know what i mean. unfortunately, can't put everything in detail here.) i was stunned and scared to death with what happened and so was every one. but again, no big deal. i had a lot of things to think about than what happened that time. and my colleagues were very supportive. in fact i caught one of my colleagues saying, "we don't have to put our teammate down just because of..." and i didn't hear the rest of the sentence anymore. what i was thankful for was i have teammates (whom i consider friends as well) that can stand for what is right. thanks everyone! (so that was the second sign that i really had a bad day) when i went home, since i can no longer bare the pain in my eyes, i called my hubby to fetch me and he said "yes i will go there now." so i rushed to the ground floor and waited, and waited, and waited. i wondered where he went. he was not there yet even if our house was just 5 minutes away from the office. so i called him again, and i found out that he fell asleep again. "what?" i thought so. if i didn't call and just waited there, i could have waited forever. GRRRRRRRRRRRR.... it's just a bad day! as what they always say, "when it rains, it pours!" wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... from the time i started my shift until i ended it, i had a terrible day. what about you? how was your day yesterday?

sUddEnLy

2008-08-06T22:38:00.000-07:00

when i started blogging, i had the energy of a horse to update my blog site everyday. in fact, i signed up for my own internet access in the house to make sure that i am updated and connected everyday. but suddenly, i am tired. i dunno if i lost the motivation or if i ran out of topic to write on my blog. i just dunno. it has been how many days since i have not posted as much as i used to in my blog site. i am hoping to be able to update it soon. keep posted everyone.

diCkieS sUnGLassEs

2008-08-02T04:25:00.000-07:00

since his old sunglasses was broken, he had been deciding to buy a new one but he can't find anything he likes, which would fall on his criteria -- nice, good quality and cheap. duh! you can never find some sunglasses of that kind for just 150-200 pesos. I doubt it.
I have been telling him to just buy something with real quality and don't mind the price, but he won't. he doesn't want to. i have been convincing him to buy, but he was hard headed.
so what i did was surprise him. when we bought some stuff for me after the recent pay day, i told him if he wanted to check out some sunglasses in the men's department. we have been doing that before but he always ends up not buying because he can't find anything that he likes. (which is cheap)
i told him to check out the Dickie's booth and try looking for sunglasses that he may like. well, fortunately, he liked one but again, he was hesitant to buy because of the price.
without second thoughts, i signaled the sales lady that i will get it and i announced it to him. he was shocked and even looked at me and said, "it's expensive mommy!" i ignored him and rushed to the counter and paid.
i know in his heart that he really liked it. and after paying, he hugged me and said, "thank you mommy. nice lagi to sya."
he deserve to get it. we love you tay.

bUsY bUsy -- HaN

2008-07-31T22:36:00.000-07:00

i have not updated my blog site for how many days now and every time am planning to, there's something else i need to attend to, and it has to be attended with urgency (char)
i'll be back hopefully sooner than am planning...
keep posted:-)

CaNceLLed pLaN

2008-07-26T19:01:00.001-07:00

over the weekdays, my colleagues had been planning to go to our officemate's house (mier's house) to spend the saturday night. the plan was to have dinner there and sing our hearts out since they have videoke...(at least libre!) yesterday after shift, i was already planning my costume and all that for the big night. as in! but an unexpected argument between kenn and I happened after we had dinner at my Mom's house.( this was around 6pm) and i hate it. i hate it when we don't agree on something. (can't write the details >> too personal) anyway, we agreed that he won't go to work so we can both go to mier's house to join the rest of my colleagues. it was almost 8pm and we still can't decide. grrrrrrrrrrr. natty >> my officemate, was already texting me, and because i wasn't sure yet, i asked him to text gwendee >> another officemate, so they can meet up and just go to mier's house ahead. at the back of my mind that night, "i will really go there no matter what." but still i ended up not going. -sigh-
i had to look after shane and kenn just decided to go to work. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i don't know what i have missed for the little gathering and am sure i'll be catching up with all the chika! to gwendee >> am so sorry gurl >> i will make it up to you to natty >> the same >> i hope i can make up to both of you PS: i found out later that night that Gwendee and Natty met up in MacDo Escario and they were also having second thoughts of going since duha lang sila. I was hoping I was there.
On the lighter side, I was able to spend sometime with my little girl and put her to sleep last night while we were watching Dora the Explorer!

my BroTher's BdaY

2008-07-26T18:32:00.000-07:00

it's my brother's birthday today and we started off cooking and preparing a good meal for everyone. Mark Andrei Javelona - - my half brother. He is 12 years old now and will be graduating from elementary this March. Wish you all the best Bro.
anyway, as i write this entry, i smell like a grilled pork! yummmmy! we just finished eating breakfast. we had "nilagang baboy" and grilled pork. as in puro jud baboy, and daghan jud kaau xa...
so gudluck to the high blood pressure!
happy bertday Mark! God Bless always. we love you.

am i talking too much?

2008-07-25T04:38:00.000-07:00

(zipped my lips for a while, testing if i can help my self from talking...)
and about a minute have passed....wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
can't make it, can't do it. even if i don't talk, my mind keeps on talking, dunno if this is the right term or should i say thinking. whatever...
i feel that if i don't talk, i will hyperventilate and eventually die (am exaggerating a bit)
on the lighter side of it, i believe that my talking helped me to get where I am right now in my life. there are advantages but we can't get a way with the fact that there are also disadvantages that comes with it. at least, i always try to be tactful. even if i am sometimes irritating because I am talkative. i just remembered, when i was in elementary, my classmates, even my relatives, teased me of getting an award as the "most talkative". if everyone was getting awards like "most punctual" "most religious" "most helpful" --- then mine would be different. hehehe
anyways, i can always learn to master self discipline. in the meantime, i am enjoying the benefits of my being talkative.

IMMATURITY...HOW DOES THIS AFFECT YOU?

2008-07-24T19:01:00.000-07:00

i admire people who have the courage to speak up their minds and express what they feel, but what if your thoughts are already offending other people? would this still be admirable? -sigh-

it is very hard when you are dealing with people who don't think and act the way they are supposed to. it 's hard when you are always the one expected to understand and give way for people who have always reasons for themselves to demand being understood. i hate it.

i call them immature! they are the one who can't make up their minds, defend themselves illogically, and believe that they always have an excuse to be different, alone and mysterious!

reality bites? well, i might sound rude but this is the reality.

i just believe that when you are mature enough, you accept things as they are, deal with them and don't give justification to your unethical actions.

Growing up might be hard but fighting oneself against immaturity I believe is just easy. As long as you are determined and willing to accept change.

so how does immaturity affects me at this point? -sigh-

of Princesses and Fairy Tales

2008-07-24T05:07:00.001-07:00

every little girls dream of becoming a princess and living in a fairy tale. i was one of them when i was little. i had this ambitious dream of becoming a princess, wearing a pink princess gown, a crown, a nice pair of shoes and all the glittery jewels in the whole fairy tale land. again, it was ambitious. hehehe.
my little shane shane is the same. when she started watching princess stories such as Snow White, Sleeping Beauty and Cinderella, she had never stopped telling me she wanted to become one of them. every time we go to the department store, she would always scream and shout when she sees any of them. i didn't wonder at all. her eagerness could be more than what i had when i was little but we share the same ambition. -like mother like daughter!-
until she will get older and realize that it's hard to live in this kind of dream, i will let her keep on dreaming. i believe that anyone, everyone can always trance on being a princess and this belief had helped me in becoming who I am today, in what way? I can’t explain. All I know is that as long as you have your dreams and ambitions in life, you don’t give up reaching them.

On the other hand, I have already found my prince charming and I am positive that both of us will live in a happy ending of our lives.

For my baby shane, she will always be my Princess, and when she finds her true Prince, I will be there for her, no matter what.

Because of Them...

2008-07-23T01:59:00.001-07:00

when i was little, my mother left me in her care until i grew up. i was with her until the time i had my own family. i remember the times when she was still younger, she won't get tired of making sure I am able to eat 3 times a day, take my vitamins and be happy with my childhood despite the fact that I was born out of wed luck. everytime i get sick, she would always buy medicine for me, even if it means giving way for her own needs. everytime i wanted something, she would always find ways to give it to me, even if it means borrowing money from other people. i was favored. i was loved. i was always put on a pedestal by my grandparents who looked after me ever since.
when my grandfather died, i was already working. but i felt that what i had given him was not enough to at least pay off his sacrifices for me. i remember him telling me how she convinced my Mom not to abort me..."i told her (my mom) not to abort you. i told her we will take care of you no matter what as long as she will let you live" i was teary eyed when i first heard that story. My Mom was 20 years old then and liberated.
i was with my grandparents' care until i had my own family.
even up to now, my grandmother won't fail to surprise me. at one point, i was just surprise to find out that my baby was already eating a whole bunch of banana from her, even if means not getting profit from it. she gives it for free. at one point, she will sneak 200 pesos in my pocket when i was sleeping despite the fact that i have a stable job and well compensated. i just woke up with the money in my pocket and later finding out from my sisters that it was her who did it while i was sleeping in the couch. (i sometimes sleep in my Mom's house). these little things surprises me. these little things touches my heart and how thankful i am to have grandparents like them.
i know that i have become who I am because of their unconditional love and support.

Love You Mama and Papa.

short notice...

2008-07-23T01:48:00.000-07:00

when i arrived at the house early this morning, i wasn't expecting to get a short notice from my supervisor that i will be doing a Quality Talk with a new hire class for a particular LOB. although i was hesitant at first, i nodded and took it as a challenge. on the other hand, i am not that super confident with the LOB i am going to have chitchat with later on. although i can say that i know the work around in doing the evaluation for their LOB because i have tried doing it the previous months, still i am not confident i must admit. but then again, like all the others always say, "let's be confident when facing them, and when they turn their backs, that's the time we get panic!" lol
anyway, i have my other colleagues with me who are experts in this field. -sigh-
i was just caught up with the short notice, knowing that i went off from work late today and haven't slept well yet. am crossing my fingers. hehee..but then again, i have done this before...why should i get nervous? it's just that i don't want to face the agents unprepared. i don't want them to have an impression that we don't take them seriously.
anyhow, it's what i do best. lol. Quality Talk!

Fud...Fud...Fud

2008-07-23T01:32:00.000-07:00

Copied this from Mier! I love food and I love to eat although i don't eat as much as I want to...So i grabbed this. Please feel free to grab this as well

.-START HERE
—Eaters: kathyrazzi kathycot buhaymisis whenmomspeaks kathycotcooks my precious niche just me.. eds edsmommylife Me,Myself+2 Le bric à brac de Cherie Chez Francine La Place de Cherie My Angels World, Life is Good and Beautiful, From This Side, JustAboutAnything, Life, Love, Friendship and Everything
ADD YOUR BLOG HERE!

1. Chicken sa McDo, Jollibee, or KFC? KFC, Finger Lickin' Good!
2. Pepsi, Coke, or rootbeer? Undoubtedly COKE!
3. Greenwich, Pizza Hut, or Yellow Cab? am a Pinoy Fanatic, so settle for Greenwich
4. Adobo, sinigang, or nilaga? SINIGANG (learn to eat this from my hubby)
5. Beef, pork, or chicken? PORK, PORK, PORK
6. Starbucks, Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf, or Gloria Jean’s? Starbucks...
7. Cornflakes, Honey Stars, or Milo cereal? Koko Krunch here as well
8. Goldilocks or Red Ribbon? Red Ribbon
9. Tokyo Tokyo, Teriyaki Boy or Rai Rai Ken? Tokyo Tokyo (it's just sad that there is not one here in Cebu )
10. Take Out or Dine In? Dine- In—defninitely!

END HERE —I want to know the yummy answers of audrey, mars, neste and joom.

TrEaSureS in LiFe

2008-07-22T15:43:00.000-07:00

they are my treasures in life and i won't trade them for anything else. i will fight for them no matter what it takes, even if it means hurting my self or sacrificing my happiness. i am certainly capable of doing things because of them. i am striving to be a better person because they are there. i am incomplete without them.

Marriage...

2008-07-21T16:51:00.000-07:00

Who says I am in a hurry for this? lol
my friends often tease me on getting married at this point in my life. they noticed that the man I am with right now is the right one for me, and besides, we already have a baby. some of my friends even offer their expertise when it comes to event management, or just organizing a cheap yet special wedding for me.
i gave it a thought at some point, talked to my hubby, and still ended up deciding not yet.
we are not in a hurry. lol
even if we are not married, we treat each other as husband and wife. we love each other. so there's no reason for us to get married sooner just for the sake of it.
although i know several people had their marriage worked for them, there are also those who are living in together and settling for whatever they have for the meantime., and happy.
it's just a matter of choice and commitment. even if you are married and you don't commit yourself to the relationship and to your other half, it's still not worth it.

100% for this Fiscal Month

2008-07-21T16:28:00.000-07:00

i am just happy that after friday's shift (July 18), the site (Cebu) that i was assigned to reached it's goal for the month...100% na mi!
i am just glad that despite some problems and my LOA, I was still able to make it and prove that the site can really reach 100% this fiscal month.
i'd like to mention my partner, Daniel Ramonal, for always doing her best in improving her work. Kudos to us Den!
and special thanks to Dyna Rosales, who have helped us in reaching our goal for this fiscal month...

Cheers!

Go Go Go !

what's in the Bag?

2008-07-19T20:54:00.001-07:00

- this blog is inspired by Audrey's post in her blog site -

when you open my bag, I don't really have much in it.

Coach Bag >> I purchased at Mario's sister. She is selling cheap yet beautiful bags! My purse >> the one in brown, cheap one!

Sony Ericsson phone >> keep me connected

Avon Simply Pretty compact powder >> to keep my face oil-free

Careline Lip and Cheek Tint >> blush on effect...lol

Myra E Facial Moisturizer >> can't go without it! to keep my face moisturized all day

New Comb >> thanks to Mier! don't have to borrow from Jana anymore

Colgate Traveler's Tooth Brush >> need i describe more?

Happy Extreme Toothpaste >> it goes with the Toothbrush (lol)

Johnson's Alcohol 60ml >> am alcohol freak!

Company ID >> haler can't get to the office without it... Key >> my room key, this is the duplicate

These are all I have in my Bag!

-my nokia 5300 black edition phone is not seen in this picture >> guess why? i used it to take the picture- :-)

Jesus, Take the Wheel - Carrie Underwood

2008-07-19T20:18:00.000-07:00

-the first time I heard this song was in my officemate's cellphone. I then loved it. it's really nice and inspiring. Indeed! enjoy-

Jesus, Take the Wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Ooh, Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, take it, take it from me
Ooh ooh wah ah ooh ooh ooh

*from http://www.cowboylyrics.com/lyrics/underwood-carrie/jesus-take-the-wheel-16549.html

David Cook - American Idol Winner...

2008-07-19T20:04:00.000-07:00

i wasn't really an American Idol fanatic until the recent season. I was infected with my colleagues' virus of American Idol. lol. i remember the first time I saw it, it was in Q TV since we didn't have cable then. it was fun and entertaining though. That was still the part where they were still choosing who will qualify to be "IN". I remember the funniest moments, when Rolando Lapuz (dunno if i am writing his name correctly), sang the "i am your brother song..." i was laughing till my eyes were in tears and my stomach was growling. I was laughing when the judges joined him, especially when Paula Abdul danced and Rolando hugged Simon Cowell. it was the best! go go go...
Towards the finals, (am taking as if this was a basketball game...hahahhaa) I found Sayesha Mercado, David Archuleta and of course David Cook the most promising and talented ones. But then again, like what Simon said, this is not just a singing competition. Text votes matter!
When the competition ended with David Cook being the winner, i wasn't bitter. I know he was worth it. Although i would agree also that it was a close fight between the two of them. (David Archuleta and David Cook)
These events just flashed my mind this Sunday morning because as I am writing this, I am listening to his "Always be my baby" rendition which was very good, I meant, amazing! He was superb! He was really a singer...I meant a performer...I meant a Star...(lol)
He was worth the American Idol Title. Go go David Cook.

Windows Partition

2008-07-19T19:50:00.000-07:00

When we bought our PC, Kenn had to install, uninstall and reinstall our Operating System(OS) in order for it to work. The first time he installed it, the sound card didn't work so he had to uninstall it and reinstall it to see if it will be compatible and to our surprise, it did. However, we didn't have internet connection at that time so we can't activate our OS to make it a legal copy. when our internet was connected, our copy of windows was tagged as illegal...(lol) so we have to find ways in order to change the PK and register it to be a legal copy (hmmmmp). Tatay had to uninstall it again for the 2nd time, and reinstall it and change the PK.
Finally, when everything was settled, we had a legal copy of windows. But he thought of having 2 partition of windows since we have a big space in our hard disk anyway, and so he did. the other profile was solely for him. For his games and all the stuff that he would like to put in his profile, the other partition was for me and my sister, solely for our needs as well.
Since Friday, our internet has been intermittent and it has not been resolved till now. Grrrrr!
I just noticed that when we log in to the other partition of our OS, the one that is assigned for me and my sister, the DSL light keeps on blinking every two minutes, thus loosing our connection. However, when we log in to Kenn's partition, it stays solid for the longest time and connection is good.
-sigh- I really don't know what is going on now. Dunno if the partition of Windows would matter in connecting to the internet. What do you think?

101 things I can do with my Blog Site

2008-07-19T19:45:00.000-07:00

as i hop in my friends' blog site, i realized there's a lot of things i can do to my blog site. I looked at some of my friends' and i found out they have twitter added on their blog site. They also have chat widget, where you can post shout outs to let your friend knows what ever message you would like to relay to them...amazing. There's also MyBlogLog, and a lot of links you can put in it. wow! and guess what, i am learning my self how to add them in my blog site as well. am crossing my fingers and hopefully it would look nice in my blog site...

Dora the Explorer!

2008-07-19T01:59:00.000-07:00

we introduced Dora the Explorer to our Baby Shane when she was a year below and we noticed that she wasn't that happy with it yet. She loved Barney and Pooh and watched it almost every second of the day. Now that she is 2 years old, she no longer watches them as often as she used to. Everytime she has a chance to watch DVD, she will always scream for Dora the Explorer!

She now likes to watch it every day. Even if we are in my Mom's house, she would beg us to go home to watch Dora and everytime she arrives, there is no dull moment when she is watching it.

next Sunday, July 27, Dora the Explorer will be shown at SM City. We will surely be there to give her the chance to see Dora in person.

She wants a Baby Brother!

2008-07-19T01:49:00.000-07:00

Early today, Kenn and I were talking to our Baby Shane after having breakfast at my Mom’s place. We were telling Shane that she is already a big gurl and that she better act like one. Although we both know that she won’t understand what exactly we are talking about, we have decided not to baby talk her and tell her straightforward what we would like to let her know. In the course of the conversation, we kind a asked her what she would like to have if ever she will have a sibling. I gave her the choices and base on experiences, she usually chooses the last one that is mentioned. However, when I gave her the choices and mentioned “baby sister” at the end, she still chose “baby brother” and both Kenn and I were surprise. I repeated the question about 3 times and she was consistent in choosing “baby brother.” She whispered, “baby browderr”
It just leaves Kenn and me thinking if she really meant what she said. On the other hand, I don’t think we are ready for another baby at this time. Shane has just turned 2 this year and money is not easy, but if it will come, I will be glad to accept it.

(This blog was supposedly posted yesterday but since the Internet was down, I wasn’t able to post it.)

His Craft

2008-07-19T01:41:00.000-07:00

Between Kenn and Me, it is usually him who does the cleaning and maintaining of our house. He usually does the arranging of the things to make sure that it doesn’t look messy. He is the type of person who can move around better if things are arranged. I am the opposite. (Now I have to believe that opposite attracts) I can easily find my things even if they are everywhere. I can easily remember where I have put them if things stay as how they are when I have seen them. But since we already have a baby, I agreed in making our place clean and dirt-free. After all, cleanliness is next to Godliness. (what am I talking?) Anyway, our haven had been in such arrangement ever since we transferred. He just makes sure that it is clean at least twice a week, until yesterday. He decided to rearrange the things to give it a new look. He felt that we have not maximized our space with the old looks of our house. It took him about 2 hours to clean and rearrange everything and I had to stay in my Mom’s house just to give way. When he was done, he was so excited to let me see and judge the new organization. Without a doubt, I could say, he knows his craft. He is definitely good at it and I am thankful that I don’t have to do it as much as he does. I am good at something else J

Thank you Tay for making our place neat and orderly.

My Ranting…

2008-07-18T04:50:00.000-07:00

I went home today excited to post blog entries and change settings in my blog site only to find out that our DSL is intermittent! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Kenn had to call customer service and report the issue since our telephone line was working just fine.

We did a lot of troubleshooting. Kenn was technical enough to troubleshoot our own issues before but now, no avail. We were just told that technicians will call us within the day to update us of what is really going on. I don’t want to be judgmental but base on my experiences with this DSL service, it took them how many days to fix my service and I had to go back and forth in their office. (That wasn’t really a good experience)

Now, it’s not working again! I know there is no perfect DSL service, but the inconvenience it caused to call and report the issue and the time spent waiting for it to be resolved are tiresome. Plus, I can’t update my blog site…

I am hoping this will be fix sooner than expected.

I Got an Award

2008-07-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

Got this award from a fellow blogger Miertalks....it's really flattering to get this....I am tagging in turn wena, mars, and audrey.
Don't have that much friends yet so am unable to tag as many as i can:-(

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Rule: Copy the entire list and add your name at the bottom. And tag at least 5 friends. (But you can tag as many as you like).Note: Please link the blog where you posted the tag We appreciate you linking all your blogs but make sure you post the tag in the blogs too.

when she does it, my hear melts away...and I give in..

2008-07-15T19:07:00.000-07:00

Now that she is growing up, she had become somewhat naughty and very hyper, that sometimes I don't have that much energy to keep up with her. Everytime she wants something, she ended getting it. She get that treatment especially with her Memu, my Mom, which sometimes we argue about. My mom would always give in to her especially when she starts to cry. I just don't know, when she does her "lambing" with matching pa cute, my heart melts away and I just give in. I know it's not good...but she is my daughter, what can I do? hehehee...

a contented me...

2008-07-15T18:33:00.000-07:00

I am just happy and contented of what I have right now...definitely thankful for all the blessings that comes along my way...

I realize life has a lot to offer...there are a lot of things I am thankful for...I can't count all my fingers for all of them..

Thank you...

Thank you for a wonderful family of my own..

Thank you for a nice job and a great pay! Hurray for an A band!

Thank you for good friends...who never fail to cheer me up when I am down, who comfort me when I am hurt and in pain. Thank Goodness for them!

and I thank God for a loving and caring husband...who never fails to understand and love me unconditionally....

Weekend at Villa Teresita

2008-07-13T01:08:00.000-07:00

Right after our shift last Saturday, I received a text from my brother in law asking us to go to their house (in Minglanilla>> South of Cebu) to celebrate the 9th birthday of his son, Tofee. Kenn and I were so excited that right after our shift, we then went home and prepared our things. We arrived in Minglanilla at around 8am and there were already busy. We were full packed. The rest of the family were there, except for Kimmy, (Lovely Kim >> Kenn's older sister). But she definitely went to Villa Teresita in the afternoon to celebrate as well.
We really had fun. The kids (Shane, Clark Kent and Tofee) were so excited to go to the swimming pool and play with water. We swam all afternoon. We ate. There were so many food. There was spaghetti, grilled pork, cake, kinilaw, and pomelo.
We had fun and we were full.

Happi Birthday Kuya Tofee!

(hopefully i can upload the pictures soon)

Briannnnnnnnnnnnn....of Hana Kimi

2008-07-13T00:57:00.000-07:00

When I started watching Hana Kimi in abs-cbn, I then noticed the actor playing the character of Brian. He was so cute and charming. Wu Chun is his name and He is here in the Philippines for his Romantic Princess tour.

Name: 吳尊 / Wu Chun (Wu Zun)
Real name: 吳吉尊 / Goh Kiat Chun
Profession: Actor, singer, and model
Birthdate: 1979-Oct-10
Birthplace: Brunei
Height: 181cm
Weight: 73kg
Star sign: Libra
Blood type: O
Family members: Dad, older sister, older brother
Music group: Fahrenheit (飛輪海)
Talent agency: Comic International Productions Co., Ltd. 可米製作

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About Wu Chun

Wu Chun, real name Goh Kiat Chun, was born in Brunei of Chinese descent. He was discovered when he traveled to Taiwan and was asked to become a main character (despite his then-lack of Mandarin fluency) in the Taiwanese drama Tokyo Juliet, with which he shot to fame. Later, he also joined the popular Taiwanese boy band Fahrenheit. Prior to entering showbiz, he was a model and fitness instructor. He graduated from RMIT University in Melbourne, Australia, with a Bachelor's degree in Business Administration and later opened his own gym Fitness Zone (http://www.fitnesszone.com.bn/) back in Brunei. In 2006, he starred in Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu which was one of the top rating dramas and has seen his popularity soaring Asia-wide. --written by YT 05:55, 16 Apr 2007 (CDT)

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from: http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Wu_Chun

A Mother's Story

2008-07-10T12:41:00.000-07:00

I received this email from way back and I really like the story. Hope you will too.

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My little boy came into the kitchen this evening while I was fixing supper. And he handed me a piece of paper he'd been writing on. So, after wiping my hands on my apron, I read it, and this is what it said:

For mowing the grass, $5
For making my own bed this week, $1
For going to the store $.50
For playing with baby brother while you went shopping, $.25
For taking out the trash, $1
For getting a good report card, $5
And for raking the yard, $2

Well, I looked at him standing there expectantly, and a thousand memories flashed through my mind. So, I picked up the paper, and turning it over, this is what I wrote:

For the nine months I carried you, growing inside me, No Charge
For the nights I sat up with you, doctored you, prayed for you, No Charge
For the time and the tears, and the cost through the years, No Charge
For the nights filled with dread, and the worries ahead, No Charge
For advice and the knowledge, and the cost of your college, No Charge
For the toys, food and clothes, and for wiping your nose, No Charge
Son, when you add it all up, the full cost of my love is No Charge

Well, when he finished reading, he had great big tears in his eyes. And he looked up at me and he said, "Mama, I sure do love you." Then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote, PAID IN FULL

Coffee...Coffee...Coffee

2008-07-10T12:31:00.000-07:00

I was so sleepy when I went to work last night and I was hurting at the same time. I had an accident>>I fell off the stairs and I accidentally hit my head. Anyway, it was already late when I went to work and I had to catch up with my evaluations because I was on leave for 3 days at the beginning of the fiscal month. I already planned the number of evaluations in my head and how I am supposed to do it. Unfortunately, I was really sleepy. When I arrived at the office, I then mingled with my colleagues, and got some coffee. Because I don't want to go back and forth to the pantry to get coffee, I filled up my tumbler with 3 glasses to make sure that it will be enough for the rest of the shift. I did not realize that if you are not used to drinking coffee, it is not advisable to drink a lot of it since you will really feel something different. Indeed, after finishing 1 tumbler of coffee, I felt I was trembling, my stomach was trembling. In an attempt to lessen the discomfort I was feeling, I ate breakfast but to no avail. Until this time that I am writing this, I am still trembling. :-( and I have promised not to drink too much coffee anymore....sigh

Learning My Way Through

2008-07-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

I am definitely new as a blogger. I am a Novice at this. I have seen attractive blog entries and settings I really don't know how they have done it. I am indeed learning my way through blogging and sometimes, it disappoints me when there are things I would like to do in my blog and I am having the most difficult time ever. sigh...perhaps I just need a little bit of practice and time. Like what I said in my previous blog entry, our internet just came back yesterday and am somehow busy...with everything...(hahaha....role play). I am just grateful that I have my friendships that I can always call on if I need help with my site. Special mention to Edcel and Mier. Thanks Guys! These two have given me enough inspiration to go on with blogging even if is sometimes frustrating. Although they do not literally teach me on the how to's of blooging, they're eagerness and enthusiast when they talk about there site inspires me.
I am crossing my fingers for this new hubby of writing...

I am Back! hopefully for good...

2008-07-08T04:05:00.000-07:00

After so many days of having no internet, am now back on line, and I am hoping that this will be for good. We were down with no phone and internet for the past 4 days and thank God that they have finally fixed our lines here in Apas. All the while, I was thinking that's it's only us who does not have a phone line and internet but when I checked with our provider, I was not alone after all. In fact, when I sign on an information sheet, I was on the two digit number already ----- sigh...
They better give me a refund or else...am not threatening them or whatever but I don't think I deserve this kind of connection. I paid one month in advance for the service and I was not able to maximize it!
Well, the manager was very polite and accommodating when I went to their office this morning to complain all of these. She promised me that I will get a refund once every thing is back to normal.
Again, they better be....hmpp!

Yehey!

2008-07-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

After signing in for google Ad cents and Blogvertisers, I got an email from them confirming that my application has already been approved. However, my account is under probation and I was given the reasons why it was put as such. On the other hand, this would keep me busy in maintaining my blog. I am hoping to have the energy to do it. Wish me luck guys and thank you Google and Blogvertisers.

Survey...You too can answer!

2008-06-28T16:47:00.000-07:00

Under Construction!

2008-06-27T21:37:00.000-07:00

It's been a while folks that I have not touched my blog site. Now that I have an easy access, I am learning my way out in making my blog site presentable just like any body else, but I just realized, it's not easy. heheheee:-)

I am hoping you would all understand the changes my site is going through. Every now and then, it might have a new look or go back to it's original theme. I am hoping to finish this as soon as possible.

Thank you Guys!

I am now Connected!

2008-06-26T20:44:00.000-07:00

We have been waiting for our internet to be connected since Monday. When we bought our PC, we have decided to get Smart Bro connection because it is easy and fast to install, and we don't have to install a phone line to get internet. It's also economical. Unfortunately, when we signed up for it and the technicians visit our house to test the line, there was no signal. I even went to the point of asking them to just double and triple check to make sure that there's no signal but apparently, there was really none. They then advised us just to get PLDT DSL or GLOBE Broadband. After that day, we then decided to go to PLDT officee to check the requirements for the PLDT MyDSL. When we went there, I was glad that I just had all the necessary documents for me to sign up so on that same day, we were scheduled for installation, however, they told us that installation will take 3-5 business days. The following day, we were surprised that the installer texted us and informed us that the phone line will now be installed. It hasn't pass 24 hours. We were glad. However, that was when Frank was here in Cebu. We were told by the technician after the phone line was installed that we have to wait until we will get a dial tone. We waited, and waited. In fact, three days have passed and there was still no dial tone. I was furious! When we went to their office, we were informed that the cable lines were stolen during the typhoon, so we still have to wait for them to fix it. Today, June 26, 2008, at around 10 in the morning, we spotted a PLDT line man near our place, so we asked him if what was the progress in repairing the phone lines in our area, fortunately, he told us that it will be fix within the day. At 12 noon, when we checked our phone, there was already a dial tone. Yehey! Upon knowing this, I then called PLDT to schedule the installation of the DSL and in no time, we have internet connected...

Yehey..Finally, we have internet connection....am now connected!

sHane BeRnaDettE SaLvo

2008-02-20T03:51:00.000-08:00

she was born on May 26, 2006 and she is about to turn 2 this year. it was just a great feeling when i had her.

i remember the time that i was on labor, it was 3am...everyone was asleep. i kept on waking up every now and then because i wasn't really feeling well. i dind't know that i was already on labor. i kept on going back and forth to the bathroom and i sometimes can't hold on my pee..i was wondering why.

at sunlight, i woke up my hubby and told him what happened a few hours before that. he panicked. he then called my mom and asked me to take a bath. without hesitation, i rushed to the batroom and took a bath and got ready to go to the hospital. i arrived at cebu doctors at about 8am. when the doctors checked me, they said that my water bag already broke and that i needed to be admitted. i was admitted about 8.15am.

i never had the chance to talk to my hubby again or to anyone else when i was put into the labor room. i was all by my self. i was so scared and was very tensed but i felt no pain yet. i was just lying in bed, attended by the nurse and have my baby's pulse checked every now and then. at about 12noon, the doctor already ordered for me to be induced*. i was alread in pain at around 12.30 until about 10pm. i was hurting so much that i could not almost bear the pain. i was even asking my doctor to just do a cesarean birth, however, my doctor kept on encouraging me to do a normal delivery, and i did. at about 10.47pm, i gave birth to a 6.11 pounds baby gurl..and we named her Shane Bernadette Salvo.

*to cause or initiate by artificial means

BeGinNers LeveL...

2008-02-20T02:23:00.000-08:00

starting this first entry for my blogspot site is not that hard. although i should admit that i am not really into writing and all that. it's just nice to know that there is a place where i can write about anything under the sun...no restrictions...no limitations...it's a free world...wowwwwwwwww..love it

i have read several articles on blogspot already and i can even mention names whom i consider to be a really good bloggers. they don't just write anything, but they write sensible things...about everything..

so as a begginer, i would like to welcome my self..ehem..thank you so much..and am hoping to develop my blogging ability through this...hehehhe:-)

welcome me..clap..clap..clap... (clap sad mo oi!)

go go go bloggers!

:-)